As I wrote earlier, I've followed you for some time.
I've browsed again, a little.
The Jewish orthodox community is extremist. I'm not surprised that there has been instances of child abuse in those communities. You've confined yourself to that area, and well you might because addressing the wider problem of child and adolescent sexuality and undesirable adult sexual behaviour is really difficult.
You see, you also sound "extremist".
Last year I was tried and found guilty of very strange behaviour alleged by a man to have occurred in 1976 when he was 14 years of age. That conduct did not occur, and that's easy for me to say and easier for most others to decry. So if that conduct did not occur, what did happen?
Very briefly, the former boy, as do most kids, had, in my opinion, sexual issues that in the confusion of youth he thought were aberrant. He remains today, I believe, a dysfunctional bisexual. Such people try to maintain heterosexual marriages but cannot desist from seeking out casual sex with the opposite gender. Today he acts out the archetypal victim of child sexual abuse. If it wasn't some other "perpetrator", then it may stem from fantasies, some of which involved me. I had very little to do with him, in fact, other than being his teacher.
Crazy? Well, girls get crushes on male teachers, and vice versa. They are almost never "consummated". But boys can also get a crush on a male teacher. Usually that is never perceived as sexual, but it can be - for the boy - and/or for the teacher. Usually it results in greater interest in school work... For the kids, definitional ages of consent do not mean much at the time.
In the recent Insight program I think you said you are currently undergoing psychotherapy 4 times a week. That sounds like you accept that you need to move on. Have you considered that your intense advocacy may be holding you back? You see, I can empathise on two counts, the societal elements that are holding me back (even at age 71) and what has been happening to my alleged victim, who, like you, has for 3+ years embarked upon advocacy for victims. His behaviour is extreme, and he bases his credibility on the validity of his claims about me. He either knows that to be false, or he is really delusional.
During three years' prosecution he built up his program and engaged in an intense counselling/assistance process with a victim support agency. The record of that association suggests that not only is he not moving on, he has been using the counselling to promote his cause.
I've never met you, but I would take the chance and suggest merely this, as I'd counsel my "victim" if I could: accept your sexual feelings, whatever they were and whatever you recall of them, as a teenager. You are not at fault, not to blame (something that plagues many "victims"). Maybe that guy in New York really did love you. I know what it's like to love, and to be loved.
Many years ago some of such relationships resulted in lifelong non-sexual friendship and respect. Today, well...
Wilf, with all due respect, it seems clear to me that you are a typical pedophile.; an abuser, a manipulator, a predator and more.
Of course, occasionally, courts can get things wrong. So, admittedly, for a brief moment, I felt for you.
But then I found this: http://www.radioaustralia.net.au/international/2003-10-06/convicted-paedophile-held-in-east-timor-over-child-porn/682860
That's what a quick Google search of your name brought up. I suspect there's more.
But I won't bother wasting any more of my time on you.
I just hope you're not hurting any other children today (including through viewing child pornography).
Please refrain from corresponding any further with me.
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